Thursday, June 21, 2012

What you cooking????


2 days... I can smell it…………………
Your either cooking some delicious FRIED FATTY GOODNESS ( I just like saying that)  or it is my office mates fruits and candies that they have brought back from FRANCE. , If its not your cooking then it definitely is the smell of  the stage, the atmosphere, the anxiety floating in the air, the tanning sprays, the oils, the fears of those who are not as prepared.

Final prep phases tonight = I need to get a haircut, shave, tan, prepare the remainder of my meals and most importantly practicing my posing and finalize my routine. Sure I am nervous, but I am getting EXCITED. The excitement is taking me way pass the nerves and will continue to be that way up until it is GO time. I don't know if I will be nervous, but to tell you the truth, probably not I want this. AT this point I have done all that I can to set the bar high.

The contest is only 2 days away. I am looking forward to Friday because it is that much closer to Saturday. IT has been a week of counting down the days for that 1 big moment, that 1 big opportunity, I am Eager.  

Like Eminem said WILL YOU CAPTURE? Or Will you LET IT SLIP! OFC I am going to go out and CAPTURE! Its mine for the TAKING, make me KING!!!
DP
2 days(Thursday) I Can Smell It…......….
1 day (Friday) I CAN TASTE IT…….......

0 DAYS SHOW TIME LET’S GO!!!!!

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

3 DAYS COME ON................


There goes the neighborhood. I have been good up to this point, but BAM it hits me. I am ready to get it on. My buddy had to pull out of this contest because of his back and he is asking me if I am ready. YES I am ready! I was ready yesterday and now that you brought it up I am ready right NOW. I have talent and I want to showcase it. I want my hard work and dedication to be on display and judged by complete strangers. I want to be told I was excellent here and bad here.


      I want to walk across the stage with stage lights reflecting off of the bright shimmer of my muscular body into the eyes of everyone, like I am an angel breaking through the clouds. : )

Am I ready, who is he to ask me this? I have been dedicated to this for the last 14+ weeks. I have been sacrificing so much just for this 1 shining moment. Hell I do not know how I will finish, or how I will truly feel, but I do know this much once its all said and done no one can take away what I learned because I LIVED IT and if you LIVE IT, it becomes your EXPERIENCE and NO ONE can take that away. NO one can take away the lessons learned. Granted it has been a roller coaster (there it is again), but whose life isn’t we all ride on one it just may be called a different name.
Mine is the DP EXPRESS!
DP

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

4 DAYS.. Its not cloSE ENOUGH

Today is Tuesday 4 days before its SHOW TIME/ GO TIME!! I am not nervous, but I do feel something building in my gut.

I have 2 more workouts left in my week, Shoulders and Legs. Shoulders/ Cardio tonight Legs/ Cardio tomorrow morning. Then the water depletion begins. Low Carb and Maximum of 1 gallon of water started yesterday. I did not realize how much water I drink until I was restricted, OMG!!!
SO far I am feeling well, and I am a little slow motion in regards to my thought process and movement. Although I did have a great day back work yesterday, but posing right afterwards fatigued me, but I have/ had to dig deep.
I have been working on my routine as well, wow, it is fun but it is like sprinting 400m, for those who know what I mean.

My attitude has not been the best, but I have stepped back several times and realized the direction I was going and shut my mouth because I was not thinking clearly. I have a great support team in my wife. So far I am enjoying this journey; I am enjoying it because it is a CHALLENGE and I will not QUIT!

EFFORT (QUITING not POSSIBLE) + DESIRE (CHALLENGE) = GOALS ACHIEVED

4 days(Tuesday) Not close enough………..
3 days(Wednesday) Come ON………........
2 days(Thursday) I Can Smell It…......….
1days(Friday) I CAN TASTE IT…….......

0 DAYS SHOW TIME LET’S GO!!!!!

DP